My Story

In 2012 I found paradise in a place called Costa Rica, on the South Caribbean coast where the lush jungle kisses the turquoise ocean. My city feet and well tamed hair quickly became one with the wild as I fell in love with the beauty around me and the sensuality of being alive. I danced in reggae bars all night and swam in the ocean all day, tasted exotic fruits and explored as a woman I had never known myself to be.

While this discovery changed my life forever and inspired me to leave behind the Western world and create a new path in life as a woman traveling the world, I still ached with a desperate longing, feeling my self somehow abandoned by the great embrace of love, and struggled to fully understand what had awakened within me.

It took me many years of life experience, many travels to foreign countries, many heartbreaking romances, and many spiritual paths and studies, to realize that the paradise I discovered was not just the outer projection of a land called Costa Rica, the magical countries I visited, or the fleeting admiration of men I met along the way. It was actually Me. Remembering my way home to my original essence, the fertile soil of mother, the sensual flesh of my physicality, and the rhythm of life that births everything and that has always been love.

On that journey I created many communities of inspiration, online through a blog that served millions and in person through women’s retreats in Costa Rica, but eventually my path of self discovery plunged me into the void where everything I had created needed to die so I could finally FEEL and EMBRACE this deep wounding of an illusion of separation from my Self and my Source. I needed to strip back all of the outside reflections of heaven to discover the treasure chest within my own heart, and to come to realize the two as the same.

What I discovered through this dive into the underworld is that this great disguise of separation is not only the essential source of human suffering, but it is also our most sacred passageway to self realization. It is the gauntlet life throws before us, asking us to bravely make the sovereign choice to re-member our worth. Again. And again. And again. It is the divine trickster withholding the magic from our perception to inspire us to become creators of it. It is our eternal invitation to face the fear of separateness and choose the higher truth of love, for ourselves and for one another, for our world. This is the ultimate empowerment.

I created this space as a sanctuary for those souls who also long to remember. To remember this human body and this earth body as the truest treasures to be received. To remember their inherent worthiness in enjoying the sweetness of the world. To feel the pulsing heart and womb that unite us all in a universal rhythm of celebration. To realize the twin flame who has always been waiting within our very own flesh. To become the creators of the paradise we have each uniquely longed for. To delight in the magic of this mysterious existence. To dance the preciousness of life.

This is the love we all deserve.