I am a human devoted to living in beauty and magic, every single day.
I’m a dancer, a writer, an artist, a yogini, a traveler, a nature goddess, a business woman, and a powerful manifestor of unconventional dreams. I’m a daughter, a sister, a lover, a mother of creations, a Queen of my own domain, a Warrior of the light, a wise woman, and like all women I am far too much to ever name.
My highest intention is and always has been to know myself as the same beauty I feel on deserted beaches at sunset under a crescent moon, to feel ecstatically alive in my body, to dance as a lover of the great mystery, to truly see others and be seen in my humanity, and to live as a reminder to the world that anything is possible and we are capable of absolute miracles.
My path has been an unusual one, taking me from corporate USA into the jungle of Costa Rica, and all over the world several times over with nothing more than a backpack and my own self belief. I’ve written a blog read by millions of people, made five figures in one day, sold out retreats within 24 hours, and made a business that supported my paradise lifestyle out of nothing.
I’ve been reborn in native sweat lodges, channeled my ancestors out alone in the wilderness, had reunions with ascended masters, spontaneously astral traveled into past lives, reached “enlightenment”, lost “enlightenment”, trained in yoga, tantra, trance dance, sacred femininity, womb shamanism, Lomi Lomi, Reiki, and had more spiritual awakenings and upgrades than I can name.
I’ve made my fair share of “mistakes,” been heartbroken plenty of times, questioned my own self worth, done weird things for attention, hurt myself and others, wondered if I’ll die alone, felt like a victim, thought I might actually be insane, pretended to be less than I am, worried about money, thought nothing was good enough for me, been ashamed of my body, and experienced the full range of human anxieties, fears, emotions, and shadows, just like everyone else.
And yet… I have chosen again and again to pick myself up, to believe in something greater, to pray to my soul, to heal with the Earth, to unravel my deepest wounding, to sit with my darkest fears, to listen to my courageous heart, to believe in my intuition, to challenge my illusions, to take huge risks, and to prove to myself that everything actually is possible as long as we align with Love.
My highest hope and wish in this lifetime is that all beings remember who they are truly are, so we can fully celebrate this human experience, receive the treasures of our greatest destiny, and live in whole hearted communion with our Mother Earth.
In 2012 I found paradise in a place called Costa Rica, on the South Caribbean coast where the lush jungle kisses the turquoise ocean. My city feet and well tamed hair quickly became one with the wild as I fell in love with the beauty around me and the sensuality of being alive. I danced in reggae bars all night and swam in the ocean all day, tasted exotic fruits and explored as a woman I had never known myself to be.
While this discovery changed my life forever and inspired me to leave behind the Western world and create a new path in life as a woman traveling the world, I still ached with a desperate longing, feeling my self somehow abandoned by the great embrace of love, and struggled to fully understand what had awakened within me.
It took me many years of life experience, many travels to foreign countries, many heartbreaking romances, and many spiritual paths and studies, to realize that the paradise I discovered was not just the outer projection of a land called Costa Rica, the magical countries I visited, or the fleeting admiration of men I met along the way. It was actually Me. Remembering my way home to my original essence, the fertile soil of mother, the sensual flesh of my physicality, and the rhythm of life that births everything and that has always been love.
On that journey I created many communities of inspiration, online through a blog that served millions and in person through women’s retreats in Costa Rica, but eventually my path of self discovery plunged me into the void where everything I had created needed to die so I could finally FEEL and EMBRACE this deep wounding of an illusion of separation from my Self and my Source. I needed to strip back all of the outside reflections of heaven to discover the treasure chest within my own heart, and to come to realize the two as the same.
What I discovered through this dive into the underworld is that this great disguise of separation is not only the essential source of human suffering, but it is also our most sacred passageway to self realization. It is the gauntlet life throws before us, asking us to bravely make the sovereign choice to re-member our worth. Again. And again. And again. It is the divine trickster withholding the magic from our perception to inspire us to become creators of it. It is our eternal invitation to face the fear of separateness and choose the higher truth of love, for ourselves and for one another, for our world. This is the ultimate empowerment.
I created this space as a sanctuary for those souls who also long to remember. To remember this human body and this earth body as the truest treasures to be received. To remember their inherent worthiness in enjoying the sweetness of the world. To feel the pulsing heart and womb that unite us all in a universal rhythm of celebration. To realize the twin flame who has always been waiting within our very own flesh. To become the creators of the paradise we have each uniquely longed for. To delight in the magic of this mysterious existence. To dance the preciousness of life.
This is the love we all deserve.